So now I am coming down off the bridge. I did ask the Lord a couple of weeks ago if coming off this bridge would mean getting on another and he showed me a picture. I was looking down on a land that had lots of trees and interspersed in the trees I could see rooftops and buildings. So I guess not. I guess it's time now for me to start living in my land and finding out what's there.

I made a discovery of something in my land today.

That's a quote from me when I got my job back in July. I am now in my second cycle of statement reconciliations. Today I realized what a blessing this is to my brain. It's been quite a while since I had to THINK like this. Some of the statements are very simple and straightforward - you know - like yours. : ) But there are some others that are anything but. They are rather contorted for different reasons that I will not discuss because I'm a good employee. That's not the point anyway.

But there are times when I really have to work to follow through on what's happening. I ask God to help me and tell my spirit to step up and help my soul do what I know it's capable of. Even so...I do have to go through the process. I don't believe that Father would make this simple because it's about me growing and being enlarged.

I think of Akiana (If you don't know who that is do a search on her name). This girl came into the world loaded with an amazing artistic gift. She knew it was from God but if you read her story you see that God did not let her off the hook as far as the learning process. She started out drawing faces and her early paintings look like what they are - early paintings. But she continued to train as she felt God leading her and today she's a fantastic artist.

I don't know how fantastic I'll become here in this place but I'm open to the possibilities and I'm really glad to know that I am once again expanding my abilities. This is my discovery and I like this place.