Showing posts with label thinking thankful. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thinking thankful. Show all posts

Saturday, September 12, 2009

This present moment

My circumstances are trying. The invitation to trust is still an active force in my life. I feel the pressure bearing down on me these last couple of weeks. So much to do - so much not being done because of circumstances. So challenging sometimes to settle down in to what is. I am not famous for patience.

So yesterday some time my mind, unbidden, started thinking thankful - and I attribute this turn of thoughts to a healthy spirit doing it's job, keeping my soul healthy and guiding me in righteousness.

Things I'm thankful for this morning (and every day even when I'm not thinking about it):
  • God, himself - He is life and breath to me and covers all.
  • Larry, my hubby - I love him and appreciate the good man that he is. He is my friend of friends.
  • My two kids - Beautiful each in their own way. Joy to my heart. I'm thankful that I've learned to allow them a journey that is different from mine.
  • My two granddaughters that I can see - their lives are precious to me and there is so much joy in watching them become teens and watching God in their lives.
  • Their mother - she has made a special relationship possible when so many other ex's would have shut the door to the grandparents.
  • My two granddaughters that I can't see - their lives are also precious to my heart and I have confidence that we will see them in some future time.
  • Their mother - because I know that she is faithful to them.
  • Thankful that in the kingdom of heaven the fractal that is family is an ever growing, ever changing lifeforce where we learn to love.
  • For the community of lifegivers that I am a part of. Real people who love God and each other in the midst of their real lives.
  • To be where I am - a place that lifes me.
  • For the rain outside my window this morning and for the hot summer sun of Texas most other days. For very short winters.
  • For all that I have and for having learned that no matter how much I might desire other or better this and that's, the items above are the ones that are most important.